feeling afloat.

seeing patches of clouds down below and up ahead of me

hiting them right head on. seeing the clear blue sky the dark clouds underneath me.

it feels like a touch away, a blink away.

the feel of it all is awesome. but take off, touch down isnt a nice one.

you will see the world and experience how floating is.

20 jan.09

a billion people witnessed, million and millions watched and thousands and thousands listened to his rousing speech. as the world turned a new page making another history of change,building another new world, i was also born. the rest of the world now stands on his shoulder, and many people, the rest of them know about his dream his vision, and they will see it ripe, as i matured too. and the journey contines, a mountain to climb kind. the road, the long winding and twising kind to complete. a new legacy is built as change has come.

My crescent coat that you wear Till death that you had swear Thickness that is not easily tear Caution and always prepared Promises we have declared Feelings that we had shared Extreme extend, to be a pair Secret bonds, publicly unaware The world has been unfair Judging with cold stares A true love that is rare Leaving only a messy affair Bloodshed placed everywhere Leaving me hopeless and despair Nightmare couldn't even compare Crimson dust fills the air Wearing my star coat with six pockets I still hold on your heirloom locket Would you cover me up with a jacket? And take me away to another planet?

My night nurse.... How dim the sun compared to you

Pale the flowers they lose their hue

Minutes are hours when you're away

Gray the sky on a sunny day

Pale the flowers they lose their hue

Colors fade pallid shades of blue

Pounding heart lungs gasping for air

Living without you brings despair..

I've decided to come out in the open and say!

Minutes are hours when you're away

Turn to leave I would beg you to stay

Crystal tears from my sad blue eyes

Feelings I still don't recognize

Gray the sky on a sunny day

Yet when I see,

you walk my way.

Heart shaped clover blankets the ground

Choirs of angel's sweet songs surround Mwaaaaaaaaa..2009

There's a flame in my heart which emits from the startenchanted words luring me to enter this breathtaking artThe inflamed clouds at sunset so serene with visions of love caressing what is meant to beMy eye's inflamed with tears of this perfect love so sincereas my hearts desires were cleansed by her flaming teaseIntensity erupts as our hearts where inflamedmy sense indulged with adore throughout my veinsHer alluring smile paints the colours of my dreams,passion and affection flowing with such an ease With hearts inflamed our souls captivate all that remainsessence of love pours out embracing all that we contain

Eyes, a mirrorof a soul so dear Reflecting a love that is blind Words,written down Timeless,ageless proofrendering all your lips can 't say Poem, of true love How real it all seems Words, of longing poured intoverse Heart, beating fast This time, will it last? Dare I believe your words sostrong? Fear to get hurt, yet longing for careIn God and fate I put my trust

Do you usually feel at peace with yourself despite the way your situations are, you just brush aside any bother that comes to your mind and be in the moment of serene with your being, your life, your environment? These past few days, I find it just wonderful being in the house alone. I do my things at my own time and pace. And at time just switch off my mobile at times and switch of the power plugs, to be in the dark except for the candle flickering in the kitchen and the bedroom (I put it on the floor) I sit in the lounge, I cant describe what I feel, but the silence is awesome. And I switch back the power, I can’t stand the noise from the tv and the fridge, I almost switch them off. And again the bedroom, its so spacious and I find it relaxing, I sprawl myself across widely and the soft cushions are just what my skin needs, like coming home with an aching back and the feet, after a shower, I sit by the tv , then later retire to bed. I say a silent prayer to the one above, I thank Him for the strength and this great life I have.