January 20th Sunday, that is yesterday. my journey of twenty eight years of being began. it is a journey of feeling. feeling so grown and up with responsibilities. feeling so mature and ripe with decisions. feeling aged with years of going and coming to. age grounds, my journey of feeling grounded. age deepens, my feeling of deepening meaning of life. age enriches, my journey of enriched days and nights. age flattens, my over years of anguish and torture supplemented by growth and responsibility. age opens minds, my mind opened yesterday. i began seeing things in a different way. i began feeling different. i began thinking ahead and mature and sensible. i began looking back and up ahead, i began making choices, rich ones. age teaches, i am being taught as now, how to write this. i am being taught as now, how to read this. i am being taught as now how to be me as am. i am being taught how to live my own 28 years, the beginning of great achievements and rich memories. i am being taught to move on and let go. i am being taught to forgive, forget and learn. i am being taught to walk tall and humbly confident. i am being taught to swim to the coastline for survival. i am being taught to rock my own boat, of course with an aim and a captain as me. age broadens minds, my life is being open as now, my world is open and rich with possibilities as now. my life is precious and is being filled with memories made each second of a minute. my lifeline depends on the one above as much. grow, learn and move on as age ages you.

in this life line, it is not about living, it is not about having some life in this life line, it is not about hearing, it is about listening. it is not about listening its about understanding. it is not about looking, it is about seeing. get the picture right. get the word right. get things straight.

treasure hunt for the diamond in between hunt for the jewel sea under hunt for the treasure in the jungle as we slipper and brush together as we feel it with our fingers slippery the eel and jewel sea under diamond in between treasure sea under the jungle search till you find it

what have i done what is the silence for silence tourtures anguish of the heart anguish of the mind silence speaks loud silent shout of the heart silent screams of the mind what have i done. i think of you though i love you though i miss you still....

on this day that we sit on this day that we are on this day that we pray on this day that we fall on this day that we feel on this day that we think on this day as we love as much the one above, our creator looks upon us grants us our wish... on this day as we lie on this day as we sin on this day as we hurt on this day as we cry on this day as we laugh on this day as we meet the one above, our creator avoids temptations coming our way the one above,our creator washes us the one above, our creator loves us unconditional the one above, our creator keeps us safe and grounded till we meet again...

what is this i feel. i am exhausted and tired. i think i hardly feel i am hurting and painful. i think i hardly love. what is this i feel. i gave up because i think i could hardly feel i think i could hardly imagine i think i could hardly connect i think i could hardly feel the sensual pull of love until you came along. now i want to know what is this i feel. it is strange but free to recognise it is strange but free to reconnect it is strange what i feel. it is strange but i find the texture of it connecting us invisibly touched emotions. what is this i feel it is strange but something real and not imagined it is strange but affects out lives our little reactions and actions. us who met and felt the pull of the evolution felt the I in you, the YOU in i

wish to walk the streets and the hills wish to whisper and talk the language of the angels wish to see the little birds wish to imagine and dream wish to wake and sleep wish to entertain and write wish to take part of you wish to want whole of you wish to myself something real wish to find things familiar wish to feel love familiar wish comfort your soul wish to support our confidence wish to reconstruct our pride as we fall wish to be strong and understand wish to hold your hands and glow inside as we bond i wish to love you as much

i am waiting for the rope to ring my neck. i am waiting for the ring to band my finger. i am waiting for the circle to round my life. i am waiting for the butcher to slice my life. i am waiting for the chef to spice me up. i am waiting for the instrument to ring and make some noise. i am waiting for the moment to man my life. i am waiting for the moment to end my life. i am waiting for my role to run my life. i am waiting for my lover to love me more. i am waiting for the cord to string my connections. i am waiting for you to network me up. waiting isn't easy.

the festive season has ended now, and i hope everybody enjoyed themselves. i hope everybody managed to look back into 07 sighed with lots of variety. i know the stars twinkled as it guided the wise men manifested in everybody's life and helped them break new grounds in 08. i had gone home 712km away from the main city of Botswana, Gaborone where at the moment i am trading my skills and experience. home was great, i was with mama, and my siblings. i arrived on the 23rd and the following day, on christmass eve i cooked them as a christmass present, a nice sweet and juicy meal. i love cooking, so i had a good time, come Christmas's day, i was home alone the whole day, with my mom and the rest of the family gone out. it was that time that i really needed to be alone, that time again to pray and reflect on the journey i have had...

that time again, that moment of a year, a great one in our lives.it was that time again for those lucky one like me and you. those unlucky like myself yourself. when the pages of a book are all turned to the left. when moments of time are all behind us. when all we had was memories...

that time again to say our goodbyes. to say our i love yous. to say our i am sorrys. to say our thank yous.

that time again to let go. to grow and nurture. to be warm and welcoming.

that time again to be, and just to be.

you. us. ourselves with our loving families.

in love friendship and trust shared.

let us pray. let us give.

i came back to my life in the city on Boxing Day and the following day back to work as normal until new year's eve.

and for that i hope you had a wonderful time too. keep well and enjoy 08.

to be and to know

it is an awesome time.it is true, in that awesome time everything felt like a lifetime of knowing and being. in reality, it is the time spent together, a wonderful time. it is a time of falling in love once again and again.

they are moments of happiness. moments of opening hearts and lives.

joyous moments of opening eyes and arms to each other

terrific times and moments of knowing and being

times to open and close arms and legs, locking inside the beauty of knowing and being in love.

these are the best moments. out of this world, times of knowing and being.

these are the greatest feelings, breath-ta kingly superb one.

no words yet to say. no lyrics yet to sing. no sound yet make. no words yet to write and tell as is.

not in this world, not in this lifetime.

it is that time, that moment to be, to know.

in reality, it is sweet. it is beautiful, the smell, the touch and the beauty of it all is remarkable.

times to bond and to remain.

times to please and experience the kind hearted, the free spirited.

to let go let it be and let it be known.

let the world open and soar, be free and give in,

to know and to be as is.

to have and to hold. to make and to do. to moan and to cry with ecstasy.

to enjoy and to have it all.

it is honestly having it all, the way like never,

it is honestly giving it all, that much from all angels like never,

it is honestly feeling as is.

it is the occasion you want to attend.

it is the occasion you would hate to leave behind.

the occasion you would not want it to finish.

it is like reading a fairy tale book.

it is like nothing ever known

to be and to know love.