Wednesday, 30 December 2009

we become

we become anxious of the unknown, of situations we are going through, and our past. the feelings of not being in control of such circumstances makes us develop fear and doubt. then we are overcome by guilt,shame and frustration. we pray and wish for replacement our anxiety with peace and hopefulness. the road from guilt to forgiveness is long and not easy.we pray and wish to live rightly with integrity. then we feel alone and empty, even in the crowds of people. we do not know we were created to be in a relationship. for the void of emptiness to be filled with belonging and purpose. we pray and wish for fulfillment. we are then led to mistrust and search for truth and genuine people, we are afraid of trusting again, we belive we will be decieved once more and hurt more.

3 comments:

Edwin Xing said...

like a philosopher.

Anonymous said...

the world may seem to be inhabitable place to live at times, set backs and challenges we go through can only make us strong, if we keep on been hopeful. Yes mistrust can befall on us, but god will always make sure we meet genuine souls to help lift us up. dont close your heart to those who come to you as strangers.....some will be true to you because they see the innocent soul in you....just dont close your heart...

by Olefile

Anonymous said...

here for you....

...to see you take every step as you grow from strength to strength, day by day, as you strive towards inner peace, self love...as you look from within and see the true beauty you are inside. As you experience true happiness, as you start living life to the fullest and tapping into the god given talent and finally living your dream.
how i wish to be there for you, since i am already here for you...even though mistrust has been thorough in your mind....i stand here with a shoulder to cry on, but as events have been unfolding in the most recent past...confusion has ravaged me, leaves me standing wondering....

from a deeply caring newly founded friend .