Eyes, a mirrorof a soul so dear Reflecting a love that is blind Words,written down Timeless,ageless proofrendering all your lips can 't say Poem, of true love How real it all seems Words, of longing poured intoverse Heart, beating fast This time, will it last? Dare I believe your words sostrong? Fear to get hurt, yet longing for careIn God and fate I put my trust

Do you usually feel at peace with yourself despite the way your situations are, you just brush aside any bother that comes to your mind and be in the moment of serene with your being, your life, your environment? These past few days, I find it just wonderful being in the house alone. I do my things at my own time and pace. And at time just switch off my mobile at times and switch of the power plugs, to be in the dark except for the candle flickering in the kitchen and the bedroom (I put it on the floor) I sit in the lounge, I cant describe what I feel, but the silence is awesome. And I switch back the power, I can’t stand the noise from the tv and the fridge, I almost switch them off. And again the bedroom, its so spacious and I find it relaxing, I sprawl myself across widely and the soft cushions are just what my skin needs, like coming home with an aching back and the feet, after a shower, I sit by the tv , then later retire to bed. I say a silent prayer to the one above, I thank Him for the strength and this great life I have.

she

when she talks to you, they have their moment

when she sings out loud, they have their strength

when she laughs out loud, they have their spirit

when she loves you, they have great time

their times stands and moves at the same time

their heart beats and stops at the same time

their world spins and stops at the same time

their blood in their veins gets warm and cold at the same time

because she do really care because she do really mean and when you don't come back, she dies away

when you don't love back, she cries bad

when you don't care much, she dies away

when you don't laugh,cry,sing with them

she do fly away.

because that is chasing them further apart

because that is scaring them further away

because she do really want to belong please do belong with them.

if i had a hammer on my hand i'd hit mylsef so bad, then i'd expect people to give me sympathy and attention. because i feel so alone and i need so much attention. it does not really matter how other people see me but the way i view myself is of a big essence. it does not really matter if people see me it does not really matter much if they dont see me Trust me even if i were as well off as i can ever imagine but that view i have of myself will drop my ego the lowest worst point again. it is also going to make people see me the very way i see myself. i will have to change my view of myself. and remember that change that is everlasting starts from within. if i can change the way i see myself then all other things will follow. all other views from all other people will suit. when i do a single simple mistake i hammer myself so bad that i feel i am worthless. i am stepping on eggshells and throwing my glasshouse with stones. make peace with myself. make peace with you. i do not understand why i do this to myself. do you understand why you do this? you are so conscious of your mistakes. all the problems we face, we go through are mental and within that is why they manifest. it is in us to work on them. let us work on that.

I am sure i can see that i am going through a lot and you are too. We need to sort our personal issues individually. If i am going to overlook my situations, then they will later catch up with me. You seem to be ignoring the reality too. For example, look at your condition as an individual, you know you are not ok at all. Neither am i. I do not believe any person can complete the other, but they can complement each other. In other words, if I be with you and I am not complete, I will bring inbalance to you. and likewise. it is wise for me to have some time for myselff. Can’t you see? it is sensible too, for you to have some time alone. Cant you see? quality time spent in prayer, introspction and conclusions for the best. good luck.

when he called he talked when he cried she listened when he said hello she said hi and they laughed. when he called he caught her offguard he listened to her voice so sweet and innocent when she laughed, he smiled. when he smiled, she blinked with light and sunshine the cord that linked them, the connection was so passionate. they laughed they smiled.

she is my mother

the woman i so much love this woman i so much resemble i think of her so often i hardly see her, like thrice a year though we talk often on the phone. i thought of her this morning. the woman whos been in my life since i was born this woman i carry her in my heart i copied everything in her the voice i speak the body i am the smile i have the colour of my skin the colour of my eyes this alone means so much to me i saw her smile at me this morning. we have some history together we have some story to tell but i long forgave her because she is my mother i know she has forgiven me too because i am her only sunshine i thought of her this morning. we both have been so much we both deserve better we both rely on each other we both connect in so many ways we both know each other we think of each other each morning. she is my mother.