My crescent coat that you wear Till death that you had swear Thickness that is not easily tear Caution and always prepared Promises we have declared Feelings that we had shared Extreme extend, to be a pair Secret bonds, publicly unaware The world has been unfair Judging with cold stares A true love that is rare Leaving only a messy affair Bloodshed placed everywhere Leaving me hopeless and despair Nightmare couldn't even compare Crimson dust fills the air Wearing my star coat with six pockets I still hold on your heirloom locket Would you cover me up with a jacket? And take me away to another planet?

My night nurse.... How dim the sun compared to you

Pale the flowers they lose their hue

Minutes are hours when you're away

Gray the sky on a sunny day

Pale the flowers they lose their hue

Colors fade pallid shades of blue

Pounding heart lungs gasping for air

Living without you brings despair..

I've decided to come out in the open and say!

Minutes are hours when you're away

Turn to leave I would beg you to stay

Crystal tears from my sad blue eyes

Feelings I still don't recognize

Gray the sky on a sunny day

Yet when I see,

you walk my way.

Heart shaped clover blankets the ground

Choirs of angel's sweet songs surround Mwaaaaaaaaa..2009

There's a flame in my heart which emits from the startenchanted words luring me to enter this breathtaking artThe inflamed clouds at sunset so serene with visions of love caressing what is meant to beMy eye's inflamed with tears of this perfect love so sincereas my hearts desires were cleansed by her flaming teaseIntensity erupts as our hearts where inflamedmy sense indulged with adore throughout my veinsHer alluring smile paints the colours of my dreams,passion and affection flowing with such an ease With hearts inflamed our souls captivate all that remainsessence of love pours out embracing all that we contain

Eyes, a mirrorof a soul so dear Reflecting a love that is blind Words,written down Timeless,ageless proofrendering all your lips can 't say Poem, of true love How real it all seems Words, of longing poured intoverse Heart, beating fast This time, will it last? Dare I believe your words sostrong? Fear to get hurt, yet longing for careIn God and fate I put my trust

Do you usually feel at peace with yourself despite the way your situations are, you just brush aside any bother that comes to your mind and be in the moment of serene with your being, your life, your environment? These past few days, I find it just wonderful being in the house alone. I do my things at my own time and pace. And at time just switch off my mobile at times and switch of the power plugs, to be in the dark except for the candle flickering in the kitchen and the bedroom (I put it on the floor) I sit in the lounge, I cant describe what I feel, but the silence is awesome. And I switch back the power, I can’t stand the noise from the tv and the fridge, I almost switch them off. And again the bedroom, its so spacious and I find it relaxing, I sprawl myself across widely and the soft cushions are just what my skin needs, like coming home with an aching back and the feet, after a shower, I sit by the tv , then later retire to bed. I say a silent prayer to the one above, I thank Him for the strength and this great life I have.

she

when she talks to you, they have their moment

when she sings out loud, they have their strength

when she laughs out loud, they have their spirit

when she loves you, they have great time

their times stands and moves at the same time

their heart beats and stops at the same time

their world spins and stops at the same time

their blood in their veins gets warm and cold at the same time

because she do really care because she do really mean and when you don't come back, she dies away

when you don't love back, she cries bad

when you don't care much, she dies away

when you don't laugh,cry,sing with them

she do fly away.

because that is chasing them further apart

because that is scaring them further away

because she do really want to belong please do belong with them.

if i had a hammer on my hand i'd hit mylsef so bad, then i'd expect people to give me sympathy and attention. because i feel so alone and i need so much attention. it does not really matter how other people see me but the way i view myself is of a big essence. it does not really matter if people see me it does not really matter much if they dont see me Trust me even if i were as well off as i can ever imagine but that view i have of myself will drop my ego the lowest worst point again. it is also going to make people see me the very way i see myself. i will have to change my view of myself. and remember that change that is everlasting starts from within. if i can change the way i see myself then all other things will follow. all other views from all other people will suit. when i do a single simple mistake i hammer myself so bad that i feel i am worthless. i am stepping on eggshells and throwing my glasshouse with stones. make peace with myself. make peace with you. i do not understand why i do this to myself. do you understand why you do this? you are so conscious of your mistakes. all the problems we face, we go through are mental and within that is why they manifest. it is in us to work on them. let us work on that.