she is

the Divine queen of heritage rejoicing in your own sovereign. returning to life after a complete journey returning to reclaim your throne returning to resettle in your castle the queen of dreaming space the Divine one, rise up higher and reclaim your heritage clutch to the bright material let there be peace let it begin with you the Devine one.

love grounds. it has grounded me in an amazing way. how is it possible to love somebody, how is it like to want to be with somebody. and that somebody is nowhere. that somebody is nobody. that somebody is just an existing image in your heart. and you know they are out there. so, you are trying to be patient. and you become so grounded and remain dreaming. but dreams do come live. you pray they stamp their signature of their love in your heart. for you to know of their pronounced love for you, to give you all they have and all that you have is wholeheartedly growing with them in love and friendship unmeasurable. and you know in your heart they are more than any ordinary people. you don't only know them from dreams, you don't only know them from written text, you don't only know them from fantasies, you don't only know them.... and that you don't only know them.... and by that i mean just that.

in my heart i forgive you im my mind you are frequent, my memory is full of you you shall see me around and you will wonder where you saw such beauty

yesterday wasnt good

yesterday i tried to talk but the talk couldnt be talked. i fumbled with words and jabbered around aloud. yesterday i badly wanted to cry but the cry couldnt be cried. i closed my eyes tightly because my tear glands hurt badly, the tears sting painfully at my eyes. i massaged my nerves in my forehead trying to squeeze out these salty waters of Babylon but the river thats usually so overflowing everytime there is some emotions of anykind, was at this point dry and empty, and was so painfull. yesterday i tried to cry but the cry couldnt come out, my head started aching, i guess it was also dry and helpless with thoughts and ideas, it had ran out of thoughts. yesterday i badly needed a warm hug, that could squeeze tightly out the tense loaded weight. so, i quietly said a silent prayer and slept like a little girl.

yesterday wasnt good

sheloves everything life gives her to connect with every little thing life throws at her she gets hurt everyday... she fogives everybody... she learns everyday. she is able to move on, she accepts herself, she is able to love herself and her fabolous body she is able to enjoy. the crown queen. shine on

i am sorry

i am so injured i am an injured bird i have a broken wing am i welcome into your nest? i am so broken i have a broken limb am i welcome into your house? i am so hurting i have a sore heart am i welcome into your life? i am so angry i have knots of anger in my heart i have emotions of anger in my soul i cannot bring it into your life i am so heavy i am full with emotions and feelings i cannot bring my luggage into your house i cannot burden you with my weight i am so sorry, i am sorry

i feel

the landscape is immense and open the sky is gigantic the air is fresh and lungfuls are worthy the space i feel the light i feel and i see i love it. it is a huge machine i feel small in it it fills my heart, my airway the space i feel the light i feel, and i see i love it it is a small world i feel big, it fills my life with possibilities i feel love, it fills my heart with promises the smiles i see the faces of people i meet and i see. i love it